Session
003
“I
saw my ex best friend at a fast food restaurant, my body filled with
rage that I smacked her with a tray across the face. Nicolas pulled
me away. No more chicken for me”
Dr.
Salvador just sighed and sometimes believed he wished I no longer
spoke.
“She
didn’t say anything except puta, puta, puta. That’s Spanish for
bitch. The tray did hit her pretty hard”
Turning
his head to the side he continued writing.
“Why
ex best friend?”
“What?”
“You
referred to her as ex best friend not as friend you no longer hang
out with”
“She
made lies about me, told everyone I was psychotic and that I wanted
her pathetic life. Tried to take everything from me and tried
stealing my life. It was her purpose to drag everyone down with her.
One time Alice and I went downtown without her … she called us
feigning a suicide attempt. Nothing but lies from her mouth.”
“Do
you hate her?”
“No.
Hate means I had to love her at one point. If she was on fire though,
all the water would be in my stomach. Besides Nicolas and Alice made
be her friend, biggest mistake in my life!”
“Does
she have a name?”
“Rosa”
=
“Rosa
this is Ysabel my friend” Alice said as Rosa looked me over. She
judged my messy bun, oversized grey hoodie and jeans. The black Nikes
on my feet with the bright neon yellow laces.
“We
have Math and English together right?”
“Yeah”
I had trailed off because Nicolas was walking towards me with Leo.
Nicolas gave me a dimple smile before wiggling his eyebrows. His face
faltered as he got closer while Leo avoided the other girls. They both hugged me
awkwardly and mumbled bye to the two girls.
“You’re
friends with them?” Rosa scoffed and rolled her eyes. Which were
covered in heavy black eyeliner. Taking a good look everything she
was wearing was draped in black, from her head to her toes. Short
with choppy black hair and her face caked on with unnecessary amount
of concealer.
“Nicolas
has been my neighbor since 4th
Grade plus he is my best friend.”
“He
is my ex”
“Oh.
Sorry but not really.”
“Time
to go Ro we promised we would meet everyone at the bus stop. See ya
Ysabel”
“Bye
Ali call me. Bye Rosa”.
Rosa didn't smile she just stared before walking away from me.
I
should of known.
